prompt: write a poem that takes the form of a dialogue.
what follows is isolated from
e—‘s memories shortly before aya’s mind sweep.
…
is baya asleep
there’s something to say
she sleeps, she wakes,
it does not matter
my beloved
i cannot give you my life
did i swallow your soul…
and will you stop touching me?
my love never fills you
you want my mystery, my obsession
you hold me like a stone holds water
wasn’t i beautiful just then?
let me always love you
we are more than our bodies
but i can’t look at you every day
and you don’t long for me
then let’s stop looking at each other
through the lens of what we were
i have no other view
than this stark vantage of heart
but you don’t see me
you watch some fantasy, memoir
say no more.
i won’t be without you.
there’s no one else for you in this space or time.
say no more.
let’s be strangers, comrades.
tomorrow is baya’s. not yours. not mine.