before She spoke She dashed a hand into the water and pulled out a fish shining with rainbows, limp and stunned by Her touch. She flicked it whole into Her mouth, then pulled out, by the tail, a skeleton, fragile bones clear of flesh, which she returned to the water.
then She said:
love is never a mistake
a lesson
a force of life
a becoming tomorrow
a preparation for self
a landing in divine purpose
yes
never a mistake
love makes the miracle
never in obligation, we know: cause we got to continue
or we want a son
or we already with child so oh well
or cause it’s what people do
or we just lonely
we can make miracles but
it can’t be so much work
please do better
love is always abundant –
we can nurture everyone
who comes in love
but these days
we struggle to nurture our obligations
our shoulds and ‘posed tos
our abandoned experiments
our too-scared-to-do-otherwises
our i-didn’t-thinks
it is a calling, creation
do we love the heart beating in the womb
do you love feeding life from your own miraculous body
do i love dreaming up ways to comfort the inarticulate wailing
do we love the future
love shaping life for survival
love letting go while holding on
all that love is what grants the miracle
the days it is meant to have
and only those days
only as good as our giving
i know those who
survive without love
carve out of themselves
a new heart
press rhythm into it
are they regrets? tch
are you looking backwards? tch
we have no regrets
we have offered our Self to all of them
and now we are looking forward
at our own aging body
diminishing with time
and resilient and fecund
and sacred and willing
and we are saying: only love will survive
love is the only significant factor
in the next stage of evolution
we are beyond the purely biological now
we begin to see that love
is of the body,
and can make of the body
any necessary reality
parenting is not a ticking clock
it is forever
as are we
and still, We mature
the answer is: who do we love
and how?
bring love forward
and sustain it
and we will sustain you